2 different news at once...which one do you want to hear first?

Okay, good one then.

HOTARU HEALED!!
WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO O


(erm, Hotaru is my pen tablet XD )

Thanks to my mom who delivered her to the service
At first they don't want to take the job, because it's already been opened in another place. But oh yes the world is so small, the owner's wife is my mother's friend

So they took Hotaru, and just 15 minutes ago they called me to say that HOTARU IS CURED!!

AKLDJALSKDJALFLAFLA I can't wait for Sunday, I wanna play with her as soon as possible~~~





Okay, now for the bad news.

My parents' wedding anniversary reached 25 years about last month. But in those 25 years, my father have done so many bad things to our family. To be short, my father is a jerk.

Today maybe the last day my mom see my father. Yesterday maybe the last time for me contacted my father too. I wonder if I can see my dad again in the future...hmm...

Ssso, today our connection with my father is cut off. I don't care where he'll go from now, at least he's still alive somewhere out there.

And at least, he won't hurt my mother's feeling anymore. I thanked him for paying my school and college's fee until now, but thinking about what he have done to us...that's not enough, really.

Now it's my mom and brother who will pay my daily needs and college fee from now on. That'll be hard...

I'm thinking about opening commission here, but still confused with the paypal and credit card things. Hmmph, so many things to do and think... Gotta get my college assignment finished first. Maybe I'll open commission when holiday come...

AAARGH I'm very stressed right now!!!
But well, this is what life is. No one can predict.

Sure I want to back to that happy childhood.
Sure I want my dad together with us.
But life is changing, and like hell I will be very depressed about this for a long time.
I need to stay strong, for my mother's sake.
I'm still lucky, for I can still have 3 meals a day, sleeping under a roof, and even do things like online (haha...)
Do not pity me, for this is nothing compared to those unlucky people out there.

Good bye daddy, hope we can meet again somewhere in the future.