yami-izumi

Hello!
It's been a very loooong while since I updated my journal here haha~ I need quite a sum of funds by the end of the year (it's not life-threatening, don't worry!) so I decided to open some commission slots.

Eiyo long time no writing any journal entriesssss yes I'm still alive, though low in drawing muse-- which is kinda related to the title. So basically is going to be over soon with its additional event after the story ended, and I need a new 'container' to get crazy in. Making my own game/visual novel/comic is too taxing for my current lifestyle so RP group comes in handy since it can be flexible. THOUGH, I can't find an group that fits my criteria:

- modern world setting with fantasy features (Persona series is the best example, tho I don't want to join another persona group)
- has quite a dark twist
- active (not like 100 members-active, just not dying is enough)
- will not die after (or even before) its first event

As I grow older, I find it difficult to join just a slice-of-life HS romance/friendship rp group which is very peaceful (as in, your oc's life won't be threatened unless you throw a yakuza's son down the cliff), yet a high-fantasy rp group kinda bores me at the moment since I've been working on FF-based group for years now. So for the change of pace and muse, I'd love to join an rp group which criteria is close to what I want above~ Please link me any if you know something!

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...and another option is to make a new one on my own LOOOOOL. I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR IT but I'm not sure tho, if I commit into it I'll just make the time whenever and wherever. Knowing me I'll commit into it until the end even if I have to sacrifice souls to satan (yes, souls, not mine :3c). Buuuuuuut I'm not sure if anyone would be interested in modern setting with dark-ish fantasy twist in it. Some kind of Magic Knight Rayearth thing for example. I wonder if the idea is a bit old school already? What's your thoughts on this?

_{ps: dammit I've already made new elemental system now what should I do with this aaaaaaaaaaa <o>}

...idk what to write for the title so I just picked nearest product beside me

Anyway, yo people! It seems that I always update my journal when I'm about to have vacation at hometown (or already there) but yeah, some life updates here~

This month is one of the busiest work months at office, a chain combo of events from Halloween to Christmas, then CNY, vday, white day, and also Easter. We're kinda short of artists yet new tasks keep coming which is both exciting and sigh-able. Fortunately it doesn't require me to overtime, just jumping around different tasks at once. My job doesn't teach me a lot of new stuff but it's overall a very good drill in repeating the same process over and over again until your skills get better (or faster). Thankfully I got to pick up my pixel animation skill again now after being long forgotten~ The animator at HQ didn't even know that I was hired as an pixel artist

Gaming life, still heavily drunk on Overwatch. It's pretty expensive to buy when it was still on pre-order but thanks to the game, I didn't even purchase any other game throughout the year It's just too addictive and too fun to be neglected over other games. At least now I can call myself a pro Mercy and yes, I will leave you to die if you're out of reach of my healing and will mute you if you're getting too demanding-- I'm staring at you, Genji players.

Daily life... McD and pork meals still rob the money outta me I can't seem to stop being tempted by those two food; McD for being super unhealthy and pork meals for being super expensive. They're just too good Maybe I should shift my daily cooking into something more meaty since the usual almost-vegetarian meals make me crave junk food uhuhuhuuuu

Oh and about last month, I bought a DSLR camera! Went to Kuala Lumpur to meet this butt yaocchi and we spent 2,5 days exploring the city. I dropped my lens cover into Sarasvati's lake in Batu Caves T__T imma count it as an offering then... please bless me, o goddess of arts and music. Going to Islamic Arts Museum also ignited my dream in visiting Turkey, especially the Istanbul grand bazaar! Maybe I should plan a trip there for real next year with my mom and sis, and that'd be our first trip together to Europe. The only obstacle is that me and sis love to visit countries which offer high cultural value (Mongolia, Nepal, Bhutan, India) while my mom demands to visit popular world tourism destinations (Eiffel tower, Liberty statue, Great Wall) which we don't get excited for. Mom's gonna sulk if me and sis go alone even to the countries she doesn't want to visit, soooo I hope we can get an agreement over Turkey somehow. 

Well now online life~ Soon main plot story will officially ended in 2 months or so. It was a bumpy road somewhere in the progress but overall it was an exciting 2 years. This will be my first group which I co-founded with friends that follows the initial schedule from start to end (with some delays but still kinda on time). I learned a lot about leadership and management here, hopefully I'm a good-enough leader for the whole group since working life influenced me a lot in it-- being strict in giving feedback and all. It'll be useful if, iiiiiiiiiiiif, in the future I decide to lead another rp group (WHICH I SHOULDN'T BECAUSE I'M BUSY BUT I JUST CAN'T STOP RP-ING AND I'M NOT A GOOD MEMBER ). We'll see, we'll see....

Today is the last day at hometown. I've been eating much and hanging out with my sis on motorbike (I'm the driver ofc). My bro's laptop broke right before he and my mom left for another city to attend an event, so I lent him mine until I'm back to work or when the event ends around 24th. Oh god my cat is destroying stuff again BYE


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_{Will be having family trip from today 9th to 12th which will be mostly off to borneo beach and divin', then back to hometown for some more family time until 17th. Hopefully will be more active online on those days but for now, cya!}